...well, life is just happening to me at such a frenetic pace this month, i just haven't had the time to bore you with it...

...too much time spent at work, not enough time in the day to spend with people i care about and to tell them what they mean to me...and if i do get the chance, i don't say anything or i invariably mess it up...again...

...but then again, life's too short to worry about saying the wrong thing/or something someone doesn't want to hear...

...i don't mean it's ok to say hurtful things to people...but if taking a chance on speaking to someone is all that is standing in the way of...truth?, understanding?, happiness?...oh, lot's of things, then why not just do it?

...i could get hurt, others could get hurt...but is any of this pain worse than the not knowing? i think it is better to take that risk, find out what i am dealing with and get on with living my life without regret...

...here i go, jumping from great heights again...