...some bugger in the last three weeks has gone and nicked my ability to grab blokes arses, i am not impressed...

...i had two 'perfect' (i know as i have squeezed both on previous occaisions) opportunites tonight. the lovely Steve Peach could have had a birthday grabbage, but i settled for a lovely hug instead and then my old favourite, Rich Halliwell, wanders into the Orange Tree. how much did i drool! and just as i'm heading off to catch my bus, there he is sexy bottom just waiting for me to cop a feel...

...but i just keep on walking. so what's happened to me? was i not drunk enough to make the usual tit of myself?, have i actually grown up? (huh huh)...

...oh woe is me...

...I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you...

...No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry...

...Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have...

...A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart...

...The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting
right beside them knowing you can't have them...

...Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile...

...To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world...

...Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't
willing to waste their time on you...

...Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people
before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful...

...Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened...

...There's always going to be people that hurt you
so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around...

...Make yourself a better person and know who you
are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you...

... Don't try so hard, the best things come when you
least expect them to...

REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.

...especially when you are wandering through lesta city centre on a friday morning, after a dirty thursday, and your brother txts you from New Zealand to let you know he's on his way to Queenstown for a weekend of snowboarding...

...but do i care?, snowboarding in New Zealand may be my idea of heaven, however i sit here and know i am one of the luckiest buggers in town. being right here, and having a few friends who i love to bits around me, makes me a real happy bunny. so thanks to the birds Jo, Sam and Jema and the blokes Rob, Craigy and Paul. you guys are the greatest :o) ({)